hallucinating…!

3 am, I’m fighting back sleep for no good reason, totally disfunctioned, maybe disordered too..!
searching for a homeless little girl called Idea, which I lost her coz she’s went to search for her bigger sister.. Will..!
I just wanna write, just damn write.. anything in any language will be good.. Linux or politics or religion.. even sex…! I just wanna read a paper or a web page with some letters on it.. and, deep in me, saying: I wrote that stuff..!
I will not say I miss you all readers, for 2 good reasons:
1- you are not really there..! who follow a blog that hasn’t been updated for more than 4 months..?
2- you have not really missed me.. have you..?
better give up to sleep..
to be back soon..

بريد الأب الروحي- The mailbox

المساحة الحرة للأب الروحي The Godfather’s Hyde park

تكنولوجيا بلوجر عقيمة جدا.. يعني اذا قارنته بـأي برنامج آخر مثل دروبال أو وورد برس أو جملة تكتشف أن تكنولوجيته بالفعل عقيمة عقيمة يعني مش ح تجيب عيال أبدا…
ولذلك حينما حاولت جعل هذا البوست مثبتا،

believing in..what..?!!

Can you believe in God..?
I didn’t ask “do you” I asked “can you”..! I’m trying being accurate here..
If you believe that world is the living proof for the existence of the Creator.. Can you -once more- believe in religion..?
can you pass all these differences, misunderstanding, conflicts, and the truth that saying: almost every religion has split into many different parties.. and each party claims to be the correct truth of te religion.. considering other parties being infidel…!
and more, each party rely on “historical facts” and if you followed each fact of each party you will discover that it can be true and can be false.. with no preference to one side..
can you bypass these parties to the common truth of religion..?
no, you can’t. you just can’t coz these differences are just too deepin the origins of your religion..
so.. what’s the answer can be..?
The alternative is stupid and incorrect too.. being godless…
you can’t disprove a fact after you already proved it..!
let’s make a discussion.. I’m clueless.

Eirik Ott or Big Poppa E.. How could you stop loving this poetry..?!

This is how I Knew about Big Poppa E and Slam poetry..

It’s all started some months ago..
I was trying to install Mac OS on my PC (the OSx86 thing.. installing Mac os on common PCs using an altered DVD).. I learned then something very important.. if you use Asus X series motherboards (very common in Egypt) then forget about Mac.. it will never recognize your audio or ethernet device which mean that every time you wanna browse the net you will have to restart losing a very important reason for installing Mac: doing great job on the net. I also learned to never buy any MB with SiS or RealTek devices.. they’re so damn unsupported.. >:(
Back to -I just damn hate the digression..!!- Big Poppa E.. I was searching YouTube for Apple Videos when I found this video: “why I got fired from apple computer” an older version from the one above..
I said: “Wow cool..! I wanna hear more of this guy..!” I googled till I found his website (if these words were broken, how the sound words will look like..?!)
this poet gotta very special dictionary.. and a very special usage of this dictionary..!
I’m really happy finding this man who make me reconsider the American poetry and introduced to the new wave of it..
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Sidenote: If you did’nt like the post’s title, you are not alone buddy.. me too! but I squeezed my mind for a better one in vain..

First tag to pass..!

Hey guys..
check out this tag to kill some time during the strike
It’s about its it’s there thair blah blah blah
Enjoy the blah blah part..

You Scored an A

You got 10/10 questions correct.It’s pretty obvious that you don’t make basic grammatical errors. If anything, you’re annoyed when people make simple mistakes on their blogs. As far as people with bad grammar go, you know they’re only human. And it’s humanity and its current condition that truly disturb you sometimes.

The It’s Its There Their They’re Quiz

Pass To:
Mohammed Sameer
boody
Malek who will not be interested
CVirus
This is for getting domain names so easy which make me envious..!
Also
Hassan Amin For giving a very silly comment >=D
Camellia Hussein for giving a very sweet comment and for loving Alexandria.. =)
Big Poppa E to visit and comment my blog…

Striking the strike..!

it’s his birthday..celebrate..!

It is not a coincidence that English -hear my linguistic study coming..?- uses one word for hitting by huge force and refusing to work for some reason.. strike..!

So the strike is using force.. and the strike is defending yourself peacefully against those who using force..
we have seen this morning in our “National” television -this national doesn’t mean in this context that it is belonging to the nation.. neither the trademark..! it an impolite way of saying “The National Democratic Party’s government television..! – a practical lesson for brainwashing.. the happy people of Mahalla city -which was literally under strike for declaring strike..!! – to make people believe that this is Utopia.. not Gaza or El Nagaf of 6 April..
If you think that 6 April was tough, tomorrow will be much much tougher.. because the system -I’m not talking about MS Windows here-has used extreme violence.. arrested as much as possible (most of them has not been released until now).and will use more violence to quench any remaining resistance. just like the Israeli system..
That remind me of the drawing in the banner of my other blog where the kid asking his father:
- Dad.. who elected Ariel Sharon..?
+ The Israelis..
- and who elected our president..?
+ the Israelis…!!
Anyway, just prey that Egypt survive tomorrow.. and prey that Egypt of the future do not celebrate his birthday forever as a memory of tremendous slaughterhouse..
bye..

Dusk of… something..!!

(First publish 14 April 2008)

I changed the title of this postmany times.. that’s usually happens when you decide to write firstbefore you decide “writing what”..!
It was “Duskof Microsoft” -because I’m Open Source fan- then “Dusk ofdemocracy” -because I’m realistic…!!- then it just came up tomy mind..
It is the dusk of writing.. Of blogging to bemore correct..
the bloggers has became a majority ofpeople.. everybody now has a blog and has something to write and mostof it is complainments or welcome massages to the End of days..!!
and when so many people write.. no body read..!
I was once amember of a very special forum which have gathered a huge number ofthe elite in poetry and novel and story writing…. but this didn’tlast for too long.
What the hell I’m saying..??!!
gofind the ideas before writing any thing.. and then you ‘ll certainlywrite things better than this post..!!!

Elections,, Elections..!!

(First published 26 March in Fanbox)

Oook.. this is about the US elections..
And for some reason, when the Kryptonian criminals wanted to meet the Earth governor, Superman’ director made them meet the US president..! long before any human being learn about the new world order and the One-pole -world..
So, you Americans knew long enough that you are choosing the world governor every few years.. last time you have chose a disaster and put it into the white house..!!
So, learn from your errors.. coz you’ve -and also the whole world- suffered enough..
I know that some of you is worried about this Hussein thing in Obama’s name.. don’t worry..! Obama is not a Muslem any more..! And even if, he had promise to support Israel in all ways, And so did Clinton, and so did McCain..
So, it is indifferent, at least for Arabs..
Just choose carfully.. choose a president who stops war.. and preventing any American from catching up with the 4000 who been killed in Iraq..
I’m not democrat, and not republican. coz I’m simply not American..!
but At least.. I think that a democrat president will work for stopping the wars here and there..
and please.. choose a real democrat..a democrat for Democracy.. not a specific party..!!

Back from Aswan-Egypt, But first..!

(first published in 11 February 2008 in FanBox)

But first.. that’s very “Mask”..!

but first, the African Cup..
Egypt Has won the cup.. which is good, but some people says that the world is really exaggerating the event, as there are no other concerns..
but I totally disagree with that.the cup IS a concern if you really need to drink coffee..!
so my dear world.. don’t envy us for having an enemy in the East, Colonial invadors in the West, Poverty, corruption, injustice deep inside..
we are the cup winners.. and we also make a good coffee..!

When the trader bankrupted..!

Hi all..
I just had some difficulties in concentration.. some of you -those who really know me in particular..!!- may say that this is a quality for me not just an emergent state.. but I really can’t concentrate more than ever.. I declared to many people that I learned XHTML, Adobe Flash and FreeHand in a week and I’ll master them in another week.. but I just lost my concentration so I failed..
Many pressures on me may be guilty in this failure.. I’m jobless and I want to remain jobless till I finish my course to get a really decent job.. but being jobless is a real pressure which can make you stop thinking..
Back to blogging thing.. I’m now boardcasting this blog on the FaceBook.. so anything you read or say will be facebooked..
and as we say in my country: when the trader get bankrupted, he have to search his old books..!
So I did, and I found these post (the following three: “Back from Aswan-Egypt, But first..!”,”Elections,, Elections..!!”,”Dusk of… something..!!”) in some nowhere called Fanbox..
Just finish reading these till I write some fresh posts..

Side note (like side effect):
this post is the beginning of a new label called Recyclopedia.. I was searching my mind for a word that describes a place to put the dirty ideas and cheap useless talk etc. then I invented the word Recyclopedia (since I’m abig Wikipedia fan) but when I google it I found that the word got a big history.. but-still- no one used it my way except me and an American poet called Harryette Mullen who had a whole poetry collection with the title “Recyclopedia”..!!
(can the Telepathy be that powerful..??!!)
see:
If you turned down the media
so I could write a book
then you could look me up
in your voluminous recyclopedia

Have you noticed “turned down the media”..?!
I just love the American poetry..!
anyway.. this is the recyclopedia theory
so don’t give a damn for anything I write under this label
and pleeease don’t play smart by counting how many “I’s” I use in my posts..
I’m so fuckin’ self-centred.. I know it already.. OK..?